A Cosmic Energy

Brandy Blessy Rijn - bbr
2 min readApr 19, 2020

The first time you looked into his eyes,
All you saw was honesty
It was the first time you saw love that real
The world wouldn’t like or will it agree but at that point you didn’t care
All you did was to look at his lips while he spoke his heart out
He was pouring our his soul without saying much
And you smiled, knowing how much you want him at that moment
How you would like to kiss and hug his lips all at once
How you would want it to be just about the two of you
How you would make your house his home
How much you wanna be with him even with gun pointed to your brains
This is a foremost cosmic energy
One that gives you a sudden anxiety called “butterflies in the belly”
That moment, you rearrange your life with this alien all in a matter of seconds
Yes an alien, at least that’s what you feel
He’s unique
He’s out of this world
You have never seen or have you experienced this before
So he must me an alien, right?

The time stops for a second
You think of all the odds of this story
How it could end
How you may lose your sanity if you choose to let this alien go
You cry
You then say to yourself
“I think that I am making a big mistake”
You curse yourself
You start imagining how your group would see and think of you
How the world would see you

In a moment of all these thoughts
You realise something is missing
Oh yeah, you figured it out
In just seconds of being lost in all these thoughts
You realise how much you miss him already
This time around you are determined
You love him
Nothing will change that
You’ll take a bullet for him
You would rob a bank for him
You love him
You promise to be with him always and take care of him
You hug him tight
You kiss his lips and forehead

Within 180 seconds
A destiny has been decided
Lives has been changed
Lives may be born out of this
And all this happened, because of a cosmic energy

Photo by Hal Gatewood on Unsplash

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